O you.

Why you?

Why not somebody else?

Because i chose you.

Yes, you.

Don't just sit there.

Get up and do something.

Do something for me.

Yes, for me.

Nobody ever do stuff for me.

Why don't you start it?

Because i am just as clueless as you in this.

you don't understand.
i'm tired of making people understand.

YOU,

kill yourself.
make the world a better place.
for you and for me,
and the entire human race or non-human race.

you don't give a shit.
nobody does.
your silence affected me.
and it affected them too.

carpe diem.
but the day has not been here for long.
we kill it with our sarcasm and bitterness.
we kill the night without lack of passion.

what do you know about me?
what do you know if you don't ask me?
you know nothing about me,
and you make your own speculation, just because you are so engrossed in suspecting.

you make your claims that were never true.
you believe in lies that were never truths.

what lies beneath never uncovered.
so much so for fair solidarity.

are you there or my internet connection has been a bitch lately?

i'm sad today

.FLV

Redemption.
Counting distance.
Counting time.

When this is all over,
We'll all go our ways,
Eternal freedom or endless entrapment,
It's all in our doings.

When it's time to go,
We go back to the same soil,
Status slipping, name dipping,
All that gold is not gold after all.

Retribution,
Not feelin' so good now, are you?
Sooner or later, you will pay.

T.O.P.

Your constant nagging freaked me out.
I felt like getting out and hide under a rock.

Maybe I ought.
But then, who is going to fix me food?
Worm under the rock doesn’t eat rice.
They eat whatever worms eat.

It is not easy being human.
You have to think about a lot of things.
Food, shelter, water, sanitary pads, compact powders, lotion, hand phones, ear phones, laptop, antivirus, wedges, lesson plans, down payments, salary, investment, relationshits, feelings, emotions, logic, reasoning, needs, desires, wants; see, the list never ends.

Maybe I ought to take a time out.
I am living one quarter of normal people usually do, but I am feeling tired already.
Anybody want a time out?

Let’s abandon the ship and be cowards for once.
Let’s run away to La Isla Bonita.
Let’s sinned and never accept redemption.

We know what is good for us but we still want to be bad.
We think but we never turn to our thinking when situations need us to do so.
We feel but we never let emotions rule us in times of despair.
Not even from the creator, we fear our own shadows.

Don’t you want me to stay?
Don’t you want me to pay for my mistakes?
Don’t you want me to play for my team?

Heartbreaks, meltdowns, what doesn’t kill you make you stronger.
What doesn’t make you stronger make you vigilant.
What doesn’t make you vigilant make you suspicious.
What doesn’t make you suspicious make you distrustful.

Shelter me from the rays of hate.
Home me from the fire of vengeance.
Immune me from the waste of remorse.

Temporary protection.
Momentary happiness.
Short-lived joy.
Oh baby, I don’t miss you.