Tuesday, July 4, 2017

050717_8.37 a.m.

All of a sudden,

I've lost the will to live

I've lost the will to do anything.

To even wake up is a chore.

All I want to do is curl up into a ball and die.

I try to fight this feeling away
With firm reminders of how 'lucky' I am supposed to be

Yes, I am lucky to struck lottery in life.

To live an 'easy' life, free from worries about the next meal

Or where to lie my head down at night.

But, my heart, my spirit, my soul, heavy and cloudy, with not even a sliver of sunshine peeking through.

It feels like futility, finally making its come-back,

And it has decided to stay, permanently.