050717_8.37 a.m.

All of a sudden,

I've lost the will to live

I've lost the will to do anything.


To even wake up is a chore.


All I want to do is curl up into a ball and die.


I try to fight this feeling away
With firm reminders of how 'lucky' I am supposed to be

Yes, I am lucky to struck lottery in life.

To live an 'easy' life, free from worries about the next meal

Or where to lie my head down at night.



But, my heart, my spirit, my soul, heavy and cloudy, with not even a sliver of sunshine peeking through.

It feels like futility, finally making its come-back,


And it has decided to stay, permanently.

Amongst the best teacher

To be called this by the most studious and brilliant student in 4 Science is a great honour!

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Counting my blessings!

TEACHER

As a teacher, you try to do your best in order to be the best human architect you can be.

You try to be a doctor and psychologist to your kids. Listening to their woes of teenage life.

You become their chauffeur when they're required to be somewhere.

You're a storyteller when they got bored learning about dry subjects.

You're their accountant when they don't know how to calculate how much money per month they need to pay to buy that RM6.50 workbook.

You're their mummy. You're their daddy.

So, it's rare that you get a 'love' letter from your students.

Hehehe

My mom and I went to a jewellery store that we always frequently buy gold jewelleries from today.

Look at who we found there!

What get me through the day...

When asshole drivers dampen my mood or ridiculous and unnecessary workload darken my spirit, these furry family will keep me company!