Don Juan DeMarco

Which is better?
Being unhappy and sane?
Or being happy and insane?
I am on the verge of explosion.
Explosion of different mix of emotions and disappointments.
Every single thing comes and goes, but I am still here.
Voices wailing and fingers cracked, but the one is still delayed.
My DeMarco is yet to wake up and come to find to give me the greatest pleasure of all.
I wonder if all this is just a make up.
Masks then were discarded to suit various occasions.
Feelings that were there thrown away to suit the weather in our lives.
What does it take to strip away all the lies and deceits that shrouded our very existence?
Should we all be Dona Julia and wait to be saved?
Should we leave in glory or should we stay in shame?
Raven hair and unborn little blue eyes.
Your life ends as you dream many a painful hopes.
Why lose everything for the sake of one crushed manly display?
Aren’t we all severely delusional?
Or are we just desperate for some getaways so that we would not become crazy in our own make-believes.
I want everything. Now.
No, you can’t.
Yes, I can.
No, you will never get what you want.
Well, that is probably true.
You know it is true.

Ada dua org yg tiba2 nak berbaik ngn i.
Guilt much?
Or pure sadistic freak to hurt people.

Btw, I don't need to know ur sexual activities.
It will make me puke.

I feel sick reading you.
I feel like vomiting looking at you.
Is it just me or you are just one crazy painful being?
Can you just picker up and be happy foe just one day?
Can you?

She talks like water
And she walks like rain.

Did she cry her eyes out
Only to realize there were still more tears to squeeze out of that little chubby face, puffy eyes of hers?
Misted eyes and blocked nose, she keeps leaking and leaking
Until she could hold no more and explode like starry sky above.

Did she finally get the chance to bask in the glory
To wake up later and find that
This is all just a sweet dream never to be achieved in her imperfect reality.

The only thing that she ever had was used feelings
And used emotions that soon to be discarded
No expiry date on misery
She took his words and she believed in everything he said to her
Because she was too goddamned stupid to realize
That the world was laughing at her stupid fat ass
And wished that she fell and never get up.

THE ORANGE VAN DELIVERED...

Cool black box...

Nice graphics...

Shiny and brand new...

Cute and stylish...

Here we go...

this is the mother ship, right here.

I want a boyfriend that looks like Johnny Depp.
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Any takers?